Complexities in life

2005-04-02T14:08:00.000+08:00

damned la the tong hua mv is soooooo nice.
din play tennis cos ys wrist still painful so swam instead. too paiseh to play with hl and her fren anw..

nvr know each day passes so fast till the past few wks. 4 mths and now its coming to 4 days. times flies bad.

and its like raining non stop since chalet. and i hate rainy days.

heading to army market ltr.

countdown: 5 days (in need of chick essence) always feeling slpy even when i slpt alot.
laters.

2005-04-01T09:31:00.000+08:00

had the worst dream of my life and it was really terrible in it. nt exactly a nitemare thou and damned glad its a dream.

im bored and off to tennis.

countdown: 6 days

2005-03-27T23:42:00.000+08:00

tot of the day: ppl do things for a reason. (t*****)

my NUS reg:

1st Choice
Science (NUS)

2nd Choice
Business Administration (NUS)

3rd Choice
Arts & Social Sciences (NUS)

4th Choice
Chemical Engineering (NUS)

5th Choice
Engineering (NUS)

din bother to put 6-8th choices cos basically theres nth else i can enter/interest me.

just came back from the co chalet, was fun but super tiring. lots of things happen and tt made me worried but other than tt it was fine. the no of ppl showing up was poor thou. anw it was like the juniors were most on bout it. wld like to thank mx, yc, lm, kim & ck for the preparations. glad to see yh, ck and the guy gang after so long. the guys were slack anw, basically it was like yun & st helping me cos fred was super tired.

in deep tots...

<2 wks!

2005-03-18T20:16:00.000+08:00

my ntu registration:
1. maths
2. aerospace enginn
3. business
4. comm studies
5. chem

2005-03-14T22:50:00.000+08:00

gonna reg for nus/ntu soon.

as i told yun: i hope time pass faster, on the other hand i hope not. so im contradicting. tis screwed.

2005-03-07T22:51:00.000+08:00

left exactly 1 mth!! and tis sux.... !@$#@!^*%&@!^@#$

fri was 1 of the scariest day ever. went to the temple @ bugis with kath and agg... still the 1st time i went temple before collecting my results. took cab to sch straight away after tt. no mood for lunch anw.

think my class is forever so kiasu.. already inside the hall since duno wat time O_O haha.... and then it all started with lim sk making the scholarship speech! wah lao we want to get the results LAH!

fast forward.......

aye.. i felt scared. a feeling tt is lacking for quite some time already. standing infront of the baboon is sth i dread most. anw tis is for the damned slip so i guess theres no choice. got ABB but some frens of mine din do tt well. sigh.. all the best for the future ppl.

2005-03-01T18:49:00.000+08:00

heres a nice link, very touching mtv.
http://www.geocities.com/lilxsugaxbabi/kiss.html

2005-03-01T18:35:00.000+08:00

Notification of Release of 2004 A-Level Exam Results

1. The results of the 2004 Singapore-Cambridge GCE Advanced Level Examination will be released on Friday, 4 March 2005.

2. School candidates may obtain their results slips from their respective schools from 2.30 pm on 4 March 2005.

Good luck ppl. Amen.

2005-02-27T13:16:00.000+08:00

im living happily ever after with mosquitoes in my hse in my bedroom everywhere. thx so much for the much unneeded company.

default layouts are always so common.

2005-02-27T12:41:00.000+08:00

warning: the link below contain gross contents. dun click if u dun feel comfortable =)

lazy. only thing i looking forward to today is chelsea vs liverpool match tonite. so i can start stoning from now onwards.

watch bayside ytd... nice movie but very fiction-like. the movie proves tt women in power are bad haha. aye. oh ya 1 more thing, follow ur instint and do wat u want, dun follow orders. bad movie for kids eh. i wanna be one and believe it =)

2005-02-24T22:03:00.000+08:00

http://my.so-net.net.tw/sirwang/fur.wmv

this is insane animal cruelty. human beings are real f*** up.

2005-02-24T20:45:00.000+08:00

finally got my tagboard fixed. the color still looks abit weird but oh well... simple template, simple me. haha...

barcelona 2 chelsea 1
brief match description (the newspaper way): barce dominated the match. individual brilliance from players like ronaldinho, xavi & deco makes the difference. goals scored by belleti(og), maxi lopez, eto'o.

brief match description (my way): anders frisk is BLIND! btw he's the retarted ref of this match. deco got away with a blatant dive tt even fandi ahmad or BABOON could have dive better. sent off drogba for no apparent reason. giving offside when ppl are clearly onside. wat more do u expect from a professional ref? we need more pierlugi collinas ard.

alrite i m still fuming over the match. just hope chelsea can win the 2nd leg. charmaine said i was biased against barce. just 1 thing to note, i dun think any real madrid fan is a fan of barce =) the eng teams are doing real bad in CL rite now.

wanted to make specs today, but the rain came down non stop and i'm feeling lazy so decided to postpone 1 more day. still deciding whether to go for the pilot test =S

chris

2005-02-23T14:37:00.000+08:00

Feeling bored and hungry. woke up at 2.
was sitting on the sofa eating cashew nuts and cracker -_- and yes im having a cough.

good thing real won. was cursing the ref/linesmen while watching the match. they must be blind or cock-eyed. screw up the offsides totally. tonite will be another that i'll slp at 6am. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

quote of the day: play rough, injury!

2005-02-22T12:26:00.000+08:00

Finally i remember my user/pw. did some trails and errors and finally got them correct. not funny so dun luff =p aye so tt quite explained for y i din blog for so long eh.

19th was a special day =) anyway slpt till 1/4 of the day is gone before going tm to meet her. think she got lost at the heavy tm human traffic. had lunch at orange julius cos the movie is starting in like 40 min so gotta rush. its the 1st time i ate orange julius btw. had a pepsi + 6" hotdog... i do i do is nice... compared to the old local productions like money nt enuff, tis one is 1 better. (YS: u shd start supporting jack neo!!) she bought a chocolate cake and forced her to sing me a bd song... haahaha... it was so funny looking at her expressions but in the end she din.. tamp is as usual, filled with so many ppl tt its impossible to find any quiet spots. settled for a place outside kfc and yes lit the candle =)

went jack's place with my parents and aunt. the food there is incredible tis time ard. prob cos i was hungry.. had chick + crayfish meal. and the best thing was the bd cake. bought tt @ swensen's. 1 of my fav bd cakes ever cos its soooo nice. slight cough now cos of too much ice cream.

i m feeling itchy somewhere above my stomach. either its the rashes or dirty swimming pool water. -_-

city hall.... O_o

byes for now. tc.
chris

2004-09-28T20:39:00.000+08:00

Complexities in life: a surface bubble it seems... w/o the angst of twister.

Just got back my hp today after 2 1/2 wks of repair. the girl over the counter said they will inform me once my hp is ready for collection. in the end it was me who called and called. either office hrs over, out of service... retarted call girl saying she is checking watever lah... the service is incredibly bad. thats not the pt yet. the LCD screen is full of scratches!!!! wah lao... the screen was near perfect condition when i sent it in and it became like tt w/o them having to repair the screen... -_- dad says he is going back to samsung tml. im abit hesistant thou. dun want another 2 wk lay off or smses gone awol... i m still waiting for all the msges between 11/9 - 26/9 ! none has come in yet.

quarrelled with my mum and dad over the hp... k nvm. anyway i quarrelled with her almost over anything past few days. quarrelled over the dumb phone. quarrelled over my E grade for maths. i noe it aint tt fantastic getting a E but only 22% pass in the whole cohort... it wasnt exactly tt easy.. quarrelled over my C6 for gp... argh!! nth been going rite... nag nag and more nags.......

busy over my CCA form..... ARGH! forget it

the only gd thing today is meeting her for a movie. didnt have enuff time for her just now. busy over the retarted form... real sian walking rd and rd the sch.... anyway the movie was nice. 1st chinese film i watched with her.. hahaa..... the new police story. nicholas was very cool.. hahaa.... typical jackie's kind of movie. the story was gd i feel.. and his acting is top class. not tt lot of stunts as compared to before but still it was worth watching. sad thing was no mei nu in the movie... hahaha...

BLAH!

2004-09-26T11:43:00.000+08:00

Prelims is over... finally after such a long wait. blah.. Prelim was SIAN.
anyway, physics ppr 2. the girl walking over the pole looks like cinderella in her fairy tale suite. physics ppr 3. there is 1 qn on tarzan swinging over a twine to save jane. abit ridiculous...... next yr there will be jack and jill going up the hill with jack and jills potato chips and maybe the j2s wld need to calculate their momentum or sth.. -_-
maths ppr 2. the EITHER qn, the mushrooms name were so chimm that i cant be bothered reading... opted for the OR instead.
maths ppr was terrible... i think its the hardest among all the subs.

ytd yj had the mooncake fest. my only aim was to see co perform. haha... anyway they started performing when i reached the bball court.. still got lots of areas to improve on. and the sound system wasnt gd in an open space. the sound went everywhere with little coming to the audience. but tts so typical of yj isnt it? next up was the 'yj idol'... overally still ok lah... a few of them sang better than some sg idol trailists. settled for zhu cao with my class for supper.

2004-09-10T21:47:00.000+08:00

Guess how long i waited for this page to load? 10 min..... zzz.... anyway yes i m finally writing AGAIN!!

went airport with ys in the late afternn to study. super crowded.. bk food as usual is not nice except for the new banana split hershey sundae pie. wow~ hahaaaa.. the name is long. the girls next table is super noisy... and put it bluntly.. 'noobish'. ys was saying o lvl noobs.. wondered how he know. hahaha... anyway wasnt interested to see wat they are doing. did some physics.. and vectors.. so fast and its fri. sat and sun for chem. mon for maths and chem O_o... tues the 'real thing' will begin. bleh i think i will touch pure first... stats forget it till wed. =) stats suxx...

watched plenty of movies with her. she looked very pretty on 8/8. lol.. collateral is nice. cruise is cool. haha. oh ya.. how i wish women are like the stepford's wives =D.. i want to watch bourne supremacy.. but have to settle for dvd next time. dun have the time for movies till after prelims.

the time when i dun blog.. i forgot totally abt blogs. almost including yun's blog add. =p its long and unpublishable. haha.. forgotten theo's add. sry.. theo: tag me ur add.

had chest aches the past wk. sigh. as if the heart ecg check-ups and eye check-up isnt problematic enuff.. still waiting for my stupid pes. taking forever. cmpb just sux. totally inefficient and the medic cum office cum soldier all-in-1 there probably do nuts.

k. complains less. work more. low speed = high pressure. the eqn of continuity =D

take care my faithful readers.

2004-08-01T20:43:00.000+08:00

Its been 1 month since i blogged. everyone been nagging.. been very bz the past wks and have lack of slp during sch days. last 2 days made up for it thou. slpt >10h each day. feeling super awake now. anyway still got my gp responses to do ltr.

putting on contacts is a real challenge. been fighting a losing battle everytime and each battle takes abt 40 min. hahaa.. if u noe wat i mean. so hard to force the contacts to stick onto my eye... my eyeball is too slippery maybe =)

watched hse of the flying daggers on fri afternn with my class. i wld rate it 5/10. zhang ziyi was gorgeous.. so was takashi and andy lau. takashi looks better with his short crop rather than those floppy long hair. scenery was beautiful and the brothel was magnificient. i meant the design btw =p plot was crap.. storyline.. no storyline. the class just stood outside BK and whine for like 15min? was getting reali impatient. it wasnt tt 'bad' afterall rite..

ytd met lemon for dinner and watched i robot. dinner as usual.. kfc... hahaa... IR is a nice show compared to HoFD.. well.. the robots look like.. robots.. hahaaa... if only perfect robots are built nw.. wow... rating: 6.5/10

dad's bd is on the 4th... will get him a bd cake on tt day. anyway 5th there is no sch for me. going to alexander hospital for heart checkup... wt.. waste of time..

anyway ya.. hope to blog more soon.. gtg do response......

2004-06-27T01:46:00.000+08:00

yl been complaining my lack of blogging.. hahaaa... besides the IE problem, abit no mood ..

anyway today is nice.. almost cldnt wake up in the morning. but have to force myself to sch for the physics retest. ppr was ok... can pass if i am lucky... but physics, lets not put too much hope. i m not being pessismistic. tis is being realistic.. came home to change and went out again. yj uniform is ugly.. the shirt is always shrinking after every wash =/ went to pacific plaza then paragon and bought a small sling bag. then went hmv and finally center pt. my usual hang out before tuition haha... tuition passed rather fast...... thermochem revisited. went bishan for dinner with theo and john. watched the best bet also. nice storyline except the part where it all appears as a dream.. too much hokkien.... hokkien conversation + hokkien songs....... zzz.... moral of the story is dun gamble. btw, striking 4D is not 1 in 10000.. its 50-50... lame i noe. haha.. after tt we ran in the rain for 10min..... decided to go lan shop since we 3 haven meet up together for so long. had to thoroughly dry ourselves before the uncle allow us to play =/..

england is out of euro. becks miss the penalty again. well sheer bad luck or....? i duno really... he's under tremendous amt of pressure and i pity him sometimes.. the media is certainly a 2 edged weapon =/ u can be a hero 1 day and a dud the next.

oh france is out too. thats really unexpected.. the real madrids stars all looked tired. zidane, becks, raul and figo. sigh.. and all of their nations all out now. maybe its gd timing for lotsa rest and real will win big again next season. thats wat i hope to see anyway...

sch reopens so so soon. in 1 day's time. i dun really feel sian. thou i will soon.. mon morning + mon blues.. haha... well work hard all. =)

take care,
chris . 27/6 .

2004-06-16T22:15:00.000+08:00

IE is lagging bad. took abt 5 min for me to reach tis composer page... in fact all urls load so slowly..... =/

class bbq was fun.. had lots of fun playing soccer with the guys althou we ended up with slight injuries ... i tink the class is having tis soccer craze nw... it started few wks back when we kept playin soccer during pe.. anyway back to bbq, the bbqed honey-chicken wing is the nicest chicken wing i ever ate in a bbq =D.. hotdog taste good too... ate too much burnt skin and my throat is becoming hoarsh... my bag smelt abit like bbqed hotdog.. haha.. cos the pit was juz next to our bags ..

i shant write abt today's check up.. irritating.. =//////////////// ................................................................................

bleh.. been feeling so sian tis wk besides the bbq...

2004-06-05T21:40:00.000+08:00

Been like one wk since i last blogged. lost the steam of blogging somehow. hahaa... anyway took forever to reach home today. well martin was late, and the haircut took ~1h so the time got dragged even longer. did s1 reflection, ex 3 and 4 at ys hse. the time spent playing was alot more actually... din slp well last nite. woke up so many times cos cldn't breathe properly =/

2 birds flew into my hse ytd and ate 2 pears in the kitchen. wah lao, the pears got big hole -_- and 3 flew in today to ate the final one.... thats the disadvantage of living in 2nd storey.... anyway its the 1st time in such a long time tt such thing happen.

been sick the whole wk. and its not getting better. irritating... cough and sorethroat keep coming and i am having a terrible blk nose.

its june and its supposed to be summer. but been seeing thunderstorm everyday. summerrain... haha.... yun's nick.

take care all,
chris . 5/6 .

2004-05-28T21:05:00.000+08:00

Aziz gave me 2cm to pass sbj. yea i jumped further w/o my shoes, more grip i guess. so from now onwards.. PE is play and play..... nth much to worry now except losing my fitness. hahaa..... and die when my enlistment day comes.

things u want or hope for doesnt always turn out ur way, isnt it. take a simple eg, i hope mrs tan can continue to teach me maths but thats not the case. ok... simple analogy. tis is a simple fact tt can apply to all aspects of life. age, fall ill and passed away. life is simple.

anyway its nth now except study. wat else can i do? the struggle and stress in study is sometimes too much. no gd getting caught in the middle, in a dilema to work hard when ur work is bad, or slack when ur work is bad enuff. the actual saying shd be theres no dilema. its not our choice anyway.

felt sad to leave co after 2 yrs. theres at least sth to look forward to in yj. perhaps the emptiness wont even be felt. our hw will be tonning down on us.

holidays start tml. thou actual one onli starts on the 9th. happy holidays.

adios,
chris . 28/5 .

2004-05-24T23:49:00.000+08:00

broke my maths test result of all time. got 1 mark.... =/ upon 15. it is like 7%... yea i feel stupid. how many ways to arrange 6 ppl in a row? "6!" thats my onli correct answer. marbles are identical but not women. so women shdnt divide by the "number!" every woman is distinct and so onli 1 is ur wife. simple logic =/ simple? maybe.

sianz. real sianz. i need a gd break damnit. oh real lost badly, and queiroz is sacked. its not his fault anyway and its reali disappointing to see him being pin-pt at. scapegoat of a club's downfall. they really had nobody to pt to except the defence. get some world class defenders and goals will stop leaking in from every angle.

once heard someone told me abt a poly student's comment. A lvls is easy. juz study 2 wks before and u will be get gd grades. come try?

anyway nitez.

so long,
chris . 24/5 .

2004-05-21T19:40:00.000+08:00

Was very tired juz now. took 39 then transferred 8. slpt all the way until payer laber and had to take a cab back.. ARGH!! =/ thats the bad thing abt waking up super early.

got nagged by chung in the morning cos cldn't 'repeat' wat he told us ytd abt titration curve. haha.. as usual physics tut i was zzzing..... glad tt dad is coming back tis wk end..

weather is very hot and there is no wind. which make it worst. been sweating even slping in a air con room -_- literally sweat thru out the day. pe was nice tis wk. played football thru out.. hahaaa... almost went out of touch of football since after pri sch.

holiday lesson till 9/6. another 3 wks before the real break begins..... and chung was sayin there is no more break for us until after As... alot to catch up in june. esp p&c, prob and stats =/ physics and chem too actually.

nuit,
chris . 21/5 .

2004-05-12T22:49:00.000+08:00

today got bad muscle ache. my arm felt so tight... passed all the nafa stations except broad jump... ytd jumped and jumped for like 10 times. today my legs are straining. stomach too. din noe SBJ is tt bad. sianz... better pass it in 2 wks. or will have to go NS for 6 wks earlier. aziz was saying u so tall and thin.. surely can jump very far. i was thinking legs longer land faster? haha... his logic and my logic.

happy birthday to mum.

chris. 12/5 .

2004-05-10T23:16:00.000+08:00

The new layout of blogger is nice ^^ .... 1 word to describe Maksim. Awesome. Wow...... was watching 15min of the dvd juz now and hungarian rhapsody totally rawk... claudine was so so romantic.... awe~ had to stop to do chem tutorial now. stupid salt hydrolysis! bleh!! Sianz.... hope to continue watching ltr...

concuss in class at 4pm. i slpt like theres no tml i guess. was real tired. the next thing i noe is 445! time for co... agnes and yuhao both slpt too.. hahaaa.... and i sweated so much the whole time. hot weather today. argh... irritating and sticky..

3 periods of GP tml. sux... had to face baboon for 1.5h ... chem pract made time past fast today. and nuclear physics lect was interesting. i din prepare for presentation for maths tutorial cos mine was qns 16-19. was tinking kwang cldnt go thru 15 qns in an hr. yussof and ridhuan went for soccer... leaving 6 qns blank in the middle.... so i m the 3rd presenter. larry helped me copy his workings on the transparency and i tried my best to explain everything at the ohp. hahaa... p & c round arrangement kind of qns i skipped all so was like bluffing my way thru using larry's soln... =p most of the guys saw thru my plot thou... hahahaa....

sometimes things are out of my control? i m quite confused actually. anyway my occupation is student. and student is to study. study to get gd results. to continue studying in future. but it aint so simple..

going to eat sth lite and do abit of salt hydro..

ciao,
chris . 10/5 .

2004-05-09T00:27:00.000+08:00

Got the maksim dvd at hmv today.. but dun think have the time to watch it now... 12+ already. btw, saw yeeeeling and her gang outside heeren. they are the only yjcians i saw besides marco. and i tot alot are doing cip. all 'disappeared' into thin air.

travelled to somerset from simei. went city. met up with my cousin at dhoby ghaurt. went to kovan. back to somerset again to watch movie with his sec frens >_< van hellsing is nice. so much for the action. matrix and lotr still better than tis .. the dracula is too human-like. but overally i enjoyed it. the 2h past very fast.

drank too much liang cha for the past 2 days. stomach ache a few times today =/ yea need someone to take care of me eh.... hahaha.....

mum's bd is coming in 3 days.

nitez,
chris . 9/5 .

2004-05-07T16:37:00.000+08:00

Exam finally over yeh. Raped ppr 1 but got raped in ppr 2. cldn't remember the vol diagram nor do the linking of AA. tried 5 mins trying to figure out the 3 amino acids. AB BA CD AD BC CAA... it juz cant link =/

still have abit of the sianz mood. nth urgent to do now. maybe hw? hahaaa....... going to get Maksim's world premiere concert dvd tml at heeren. $29.90! worth it i guess.. and very lucky tt theres copies in here.

L-ism and g-ism. always see l-couples in sch. sometimes i m thinking, are guys tt bad? haha maybe maybe no. g-ism. girls really tt bad? A over liberal world wld make us extinct soon. still a tot to be pondered on...

had salted fish fried rice at np food court juz now but feeling hungry now. oh the chicken essence i drank ytd make me very awake today. hahah.... thats my first in ~2 yrs..... finally can relax tis wk end... except for clearing up my notes that are all over my hse. 1 stack on my piano.... alot on my dining table and a mess on the floor. yae mum is nagging at me since monday to clear them up.... ^^

take care,
chris . 7/5 .

2004-05-04T14:29:00.000+08:00

I felt stupid. maths ppr was hard but it wasnt undo-able. cldnt think clearly during the ppr itself =/ ArGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tot i did fast and handwriting was already in a mess behind but still ran out of time......... wth....

2004-04-30T22:48:00.000+08:00

picture myself in austria in the summer - autumn transition peroid. it will be so nice. much nicer then mugging!!!! really tired of studying after so many yrs.

want to migrate to austria after i retire. stone and relax.... maybe it iznt a gd idea afterall? haha... study stress. GP was a killer! omg... the compre.. gandhi + hitler. supp ppr is a confirm thing. have no idea on how to ans those qns. compo was ok, wrote abt how criminals are breed at home.

the uni application is out ltr. hope theo gets into berkeley. yea and come back soon!

str from nadia's blog:
I walked passed the foyer then there is this SOMEONE played the piano very very and i repeat VERY the good! Wah lau! I had evil intentions to disturb the fella! Haha! Then when i look up, saw CHRIS!!! Wah! Soo damn good! Haha! Then i shouted at him I LOVE YOU CHRIS!!!!!!!!!!!! Then his piano playing turned into a total blunder!!!

utterly honoured~ =) hahaha

actually i felt bored, nth much to write.

anyway, cheer up ppl =)

tk care,
chris . 30/4.

2004-04-28T20:54:00.000+08:00

Down with a bad flu =/ been quite some time but still haven fully recover from my illnesses. tis not too bright.

chris . 28/4 .

2004-04-27T22:11:00.000+08:00

BOO! thats my ca2 grades. not exactly the great anyway. maths went up, chem went down, physics still so-so. chem got 49%!!!! and looking at those stupid mistakes i made... its terrible. any one cld have given me 1 more mark to get 50. at least it will jump to a E. BOO snds nicer than BOE rite? hahahah....... gp in 2 more days =/

baboon is absent today. and we had 3 periods free =) hahaha hope tt he is on MC again tml and we'll have another 3 periods off. yea i still dislike him. LOTS!

becks shaved his hair and he dun look too gd. his blond locks fit him better. heard some rumours tt chelsea may be signing him. oh well, might as well come back to england. spain is giving him lotsa unnecessary headache.

played ping pong with the guys juz now. woww! it was soooo fun! nvr touched the ping pong bat after pri sch and was surprised i still remembered the basic rules. hahaha.... and i m all wet in my sch-u after 2h of ping pong.

looking forward for maths tutorial tml.... can accept kwang's style of teaching finally. she is very devoted to teaching... juz like ms loh back in vs. only minus pt is tt she cant remember our names -_-"... chris so hard to remember huh? hahaha......

2nd day of OBS now, hope she is coping fine.................

nite,
chris . 27/4 .

2004-04-24T00:10:00.000+08:00

pls let me email lim!! explorer!..... always screwed up... told him i wld email him the poster tonite.... argh! felt better after showering. fatigue + frustration can kill. seriously.

was in a very bad mood. but still... i cant do anything ARGH!!! =/!!!

only doze off during one period today and thats physics tut. always been the case. i reali forced myself to listen to ac. oh well... been hectic this wk. reaching home at 10 for the past 2 days.

the string performance was the worst among all. yea i contributed to tt. played out of tune. was pissed off at myself after tt. pluck did well. so does shuting. nvm abt the audience. anyway its been alot of hardwork by all members. btw, ytd's rehearsal reminded me abt syf. thou not as intensive or exciting. thats the closest so far we got. going to miss tml's alumni's pract i guess. hoped to go but clashes with tuition.

was talking abt life last wk. yeah tis wk past fast. past 4 days were ok. today simply sux. many ppl i wish to talk to. some i wish can juz leave me alone. abt hypocrites... as usual. irritating! very irritating!

chris . 24/4 .

2004-04-20T22:57:00.000+08:00

indigestion. hahaa.... went to c doc and shop ard heartland mall in the afternn. tats the reason i had a nice slp till noon. yawnz.... hahaha.... sad thing was had to do everything alone. shop alone. eat alone. eating at yoshi alone was =/ sort of get used to loneliness. anyway had been an only child for 19 yrs.

went back to sch for maths. din regret the journey thou. freshen some knowledge on numerical estimations and apgp =D

kill bill 2 got a 4.5/5 rating on the newpaper. very hard to find any rating anything more than 3.5 for a long long time. guess tis will be a hit eh. so 2 movies to watch now. kb 2 and the thai boxer thing. both are violent and bloody and gory shows haha. feel awake at tis time. normally wld have felt the fatigue of such a long day. slping till noon rawks!~

still waiting for my haggen daz =p

take care,
chris . 20/4 .

2004-04-19T22:57:00.000+08:00

reading the samsung menu now. had a long day in sch doing 18.2 and ca2 corrections. thats abt it. haha... tml will be a long one. sch till 830....

bonne nuit.

nite,
chris . 19/4 .

2004-04-18T22:50:00.000+08:00

physics as usual... fail it. argh... chem ppr was ok, not as easy as the class tests =/ hope to get a C at least or really die for ca2. just did corrections for maths ppr... LOTS of carelesss mistakes!!!!! i think i wld need contact lens + glasses the next time =/ but well, cant complain since i m the one making those stupid mistakes.

becks admitted to the affair with loos. sigh... was really disappointing to hear tt. as england captain and real's galatico, he is bound to affect their morale. still waiting to hear victoria's rxn. putting my myself in vic's position, if my wife is to do tt, i guess there is almost no way to rescue our marriage. but on biased tots, who dun make mistake? perhaps tis is too serious to amend...

anyway was watching the nkf charity show juz now. my fren was complaining tt mediacorp stars are going crazy to do tis kind of 'mad' performances. i tried to reason but my reasons dun seem to make sense to him. i really think even if their performances are to be revised in future, the least u can do is to show ur support for them now. their cause is a gd one. they arent mad. i wld call tt bravery. how many wld help nkf w/o such yearly charity shows? they are doing 'mad' things to help nkf patients raise funds and saving lives in the process. if their way of saving life is ridiculous, wat abt firemen or soldiers? they put themselves in far greater risks. if everyone is to succumb to personal interest, no one wld volunteer such jobs or performances.

the weather is bad. too hot and humid. i m sweating and breathing hard.... not in a very gd mood these 2 days. life aint perfect anyway. guess there are still many nice ppl ard me amidst the idiots. sometimes i juz hope to get away from them in sch. oh well... to the nice ppl: thank u.

u cant stop idiots talking crap so SO BE IT la! wtf....

mid-yr is coming soon. tats a reminder to myself.

goodnite,
chris . 18/4 .

2004-04-16T22:07:00.000+08:00

btw, pw grades are out. i got a Band 2. my whole grp got 2 which is gd. EE - exceeding expectation. heard there are only 4 ppl in the sch tt got band 1 so tis isnt so bad. pw was fun thou. felt tt we slacked thru so much and talked crap all the way. way to go i hope.

2004-04-16T21:52:00.000+08:00

I'm lovin' it. the mac slogan. hardly can it be fitted into daily life eh.. yeeling came up with a nice slogan during welfare meeting: "maybe u are one person to the world, but to one person, u may be the world". thats very inspiring i guess. yeah and we had to do a poster regarding counselling. had fun discussing with them. finally we seem to click, very unlike the last meeting.

juz realized i made a lot of stupid mistakes when we went thru the maths ca2 juz now. wat was i thinking when i did the ppr? chem is tml. 2 more hrs left. better hurry or will get a bad grade for sure. chung said i din pay attn in to him in class juz now, was day-dreaming abt wat happened ytd.

tis wk aint too gd. miss my 9 pm show. haha... i miss watching movie actually. maybe i'll watch the thai boxer show but forgot its title. it seems nice and its based on a real story. anyway, its chem tonite. chem and only chem. =/ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fed up.

bye,
chris . 16/4 .

2004-04-15T19:47:00.000+08:00

broke a thermometer on monday during chem pract and the mercury spilled onto the floor =/. and my beaker over turn and fell from the tripod stand today during physics pract. luckily it din break on the table but all the wires and stuffs were wet. bad luck...

complexities in life. thats my blog title. thats life. thats wat we face day in day out isnt it. i hate hypocrites. as if my life isnt been bothered by sch work and fatigue enuff. how to react to hypocrites? being hypocritic? that makes u one too? hope i wont get too irritated by them someday till i start swearing at them. do and say things behind ur back, and they cant seem to support their qns with reasons when u ask y they ask such ridiculous qns.

life is complex? or we are too complex for a simple life? feeling damned sianz and tired.

maths got a B. i shd feel happy or shd i? not been doing any work past 2 days. tis not looking too gd eh... played with my hp for almost the whole of last nite, transferring names and editing blah.. and yea finally get a hang of smsing using samsung. bad thing abt tis hp is the battery. run flat after 1.5 days... perhaps thats the sacrifice for a hp with more fns... literally off my hp for the whole day today.

chem ca2 in 2 more days. 2... 2...... 1 soon.... need some motivation =/

i find it nice to eat lunch in class. yeah, at least we can avoid the noisy canteen when its flooded by ppl. bye ppl.

ciao,
chris . 15/4 .

2004-04-13T23:22:00.000+08:00

sunday's concert was so-so. the pieces they chose were abit still. those pieces i heard in syf last yr still rawk... hcjc, njc and of cos yj =) had wantan mee at lau pa sa ltr... hahaa. fen u very notti rite, delete ur pic in my hp! i noe u will read tis =p

tis wk will be quite broke. spent too much money the last and had to buy new uniform too. hope the entrepreneurs are selling shirts tml or have to wait 1 more wk. and yes i want to complain! my shirt is gettin from smaller to worst!!!! at least i feel tis way..

heard from my fren tt they gotten back their maths ppr 2 wks ago. before mrs tan came back. uh... ours still marking? hope can get back soon... thinking abt chem ca2... zzz.... btw, zwitterion is a nice name rite. haha NH3+ and COO-... thats the only nice thing i found in nitro cmpd. the basicity that chung went thru was confusing =/

oh.. nydc suntec was nice. my sorethroat is coming back cos of the 'intensified' chocolate mud cake i ate. well... take care all. i m going to bed.

yawn,
chris . 13/4 .

2004-04-11T00:19:00.000+08:00

went for the city harvest easter play at indoor stadium just now. wah lao it was ppl mountain ppl sea. had dinner with fred so we reached just on time at 730. bleh, the queue was like 1000 ppl with the north and east entrance almost fully packed. bad thing was it wasn't moving.. yeah luckily my cousin came out to look for us, if not we prob left for city. the play was nice, angela was among the casts thou i nvr see her. hahaa... rev kong is a very powerful speaker and i like his speech on regardless of religion, god still loves u. thats sth i seldom hear... got an easter 'egg' too! from an ex-yjcian but cldn't remember her name =p

section A of physics test was ok, quite manageable. but section B kills! and probably i got raped again. physics.. as usual =/ din put in much effort. felt so sianz while reading the notes.... and mid-yr is coming.

bought e700 on friday! yeah the multi shot function is soooooooo cool =) and the interface is nice. thou the model now is abt 6 mths old. still ok i guess. much better than my 8250 that had rotted. traded it in for $50 bucks. -$20 bucks for spoilt cover. -$10 for half-spoilt vibrator O_o samsung and nokia sms quite different in terms of the keys.. haha so had some difficulty trying to follow the samsung way now since i used nokia since 2 yrs ago.

ciao,
chris . 11/4 .

2004-04-09T00:35:00.000+08:00

Life is so unpredictable. inclusive abt the football aspect. Real lost badly to monaco, and milan totally got owned by deportivo. how can real lose? i mean even w/o becks they shd still draw monaco.... and the away goal rule SUX. aggregate of 5-5 and they still lost due to away goal. tis sux. i noe i m biased =/ chelsea beat arsenal and now i hope they can win the champions league title. i hope to see ranieri win and reign europe with their money and superstars.

Co practice on wed was gd. 40+ j1s O_O i got a shock also. haha and 4 celloists.... as fen said, 4 pretties only. no handsome in cello section. hahaha... too bad fen can't join cello >_< overally was gd... the 1st intake j1s bonded well. there's a eric guy who has been min's nitemare. hope he wont turn out to be all the girls nitemare in co. we will truely well 'rape' him by then.

i m perspiring. the room is soooo stuffy... gotta study for physics tml. =/ no choice really. btw, yun finally stolen my yr bk on tues. haha.... good friday aint so good tml, i m so busy. chem tuition at 11! gotta go slp.

take care,
chris . 9/4 .

2004-04-05T22:40:00.000+08:00

permutations is crazy. guess i lack common sense. out of the 15 qns in tutorial, i only did 2 correct out of 15 on the 1st attempt =/ ............ today is crazy as well, waited 3h for a co meeting.. sigh.... its not tt i dislike co meeting but its too sudden and in the end cldn't pass the yr bk to szeyin.

mr lim emailed us. yeah need to find a common slot for the 5 ppl under his counselling unit to meet him on thurs. talked to yeeling on msn and issac replied. still waiting for 2 ladies =| its hard, besides yeeling i duno the other 3 ppl at all... aint so confident abt maths test now after talking to francis. the de last qn need to sketch 1 circle 2 elipse!!!! i drew 3 parabolas.... and my area volume are all wrong!! gone case +_x

wanting to get a new hp by wed. sigh... x70 isn't so gd after comparing with pantech and e700. the resolution is abit dark. saw v878 and z600 also.... pantech is too ex. so i guess i m left with either x70 or e700 now. very indecisive! i noe.

had dinner with shuling at pasta cafe. the salmon meal rawks! but its $20+++ hahah... the waitress so tall tt shuling seem so locked onto her. hahaa...... she is abt my ht! too tall for a girl i think. 170 still the best =D

lots of physics undone and nitrogen cmpds. procrastinated alot in the wk end =/ gtg bath.. ciaoz.

bye,
chris . 5/4 .

2004-04-04T00:20:00.000+08:00

Maths test was gd. Manageable. except integration..... integrating by sub and finding area and volume i got stuck. hope to get a B maybe. btw, physics class test i got F... 6/25! yeah and mr wong wrote very bad on the paper hahaa..... chem was better, much better.... A! =)

still planning with szeyin to see when she is free to steal my yr bk haha... yeah i'll steal it back when she got hers. apparently her ct migrated to US soo......

i feel tt my uniform is shrinking... and its shrinking seriously.... my sleeves shorter by 3cm than i initially bought.... argh!~ hate it.

saw a hp ad today. starhub is having discount for scv or cable users to buy hp... yeah x70.... saw x66 with ys today, the screeen is very small. so i guess x70 is betta. met up with my cousin after tuition and ate at yoshi heartland mall... 2 more days and he'll be back to tekong. nw i feel study is better than intense physical training. haiz study... must do more physics or will fail ca2 next sat.

toe is bleeding. just now had a big hole when the skin came off from the blister. bah! =/ and arsenal's winning streak had come to an end.... din expect man u to beat them thou, but they juz had the luck juz now. tis wk i felt much better than last, the weariness is wearing off slowly and its a gd sign.

take care,
chris . 4/4 .

2004-04-02T19:49:00.000+08:00

1 more thing to add =p

This is from nadia's blog:
P/s: Wah lau CHRIS is soooo hansem today!!! I like his hairstyle!!! Got the killer looks!! Hehe! ;)

i tot i hansem everyday ehh =pppppppppp...........

2004-04-02T19:03:00.000+08:00

cousin came my hse ytd and spent quite some time watching tv and walking ard the neighbourhood with him. he is posted to sispec... yeah back to tekong for another 5 months of training. 5 mths ltr gotta call him "Sargeant Ho".

j1 having orientation today... alot of them having the bored look. i dunno but feel last yr's orientation better. kota tinggi trip still rawks~ nvr had i try getting lost in the forest and trekking in mt. pantu for the whole of 1 day... my tent-mates rawk too. wenhao, andy, marco, kunguan. =D

had time to revise maths after sch.. now i get the trapezium rule and integration.... functions is still blurry, curves so-so lah.... still got other topics and time is running out!! =| as mr francis said, the paper is easy to pass but hard to score and i was uh 0_o....hopefully it won't be too hard....

felt tired after today... shant write anymore.

gd luck all for maths test tml.

cya,
chris . 2/4 .

2004-03-31T22:05:00.000+08:00

Singapore LOST!!! i tot we cld even win it when indra scored.. argh! we are overawed and overpowered by nakata and co.. but it was really nice to see nakata and inamoto play here, hahaa... can witness their skills live on national tv =)

felt stupid today. 8 qns of permutations already driving me nuts =/....... juz dun want to think abt the sat maths ca2... curves, functions, integration, integ applications, diff eqn, numerical estimation, vectors. hope can do well but its hard. still very unsure abt vectors and integ applications leh!~

co orientation was quite fun. drawing m&ms and doing forfeits hahaa.... i got all 6 colors and red was to ask a person of the opposite sex 2 qns. i chose esther cos is my classmate, then wont be so embarrassing. but 1 of the qns i asked made us both embarrased, "did u miss me last nite?" haha.... i think she was red... me too according to shuting. bleh~ anyway it brought laughter to the j1s which is gd. erm... btw, was expecting a no ans but she said dunno... hahaa... poor girl..

take care fen.. dun fall sick!

ciao,
chris . 31/3 .

p/s tml april fool's!

2004-03-30T22:10:00.000+08:00

watched 3 episodes of xun qin ji juz now.... took 2.5h hahaa. watching tv is nice, much betta than listening to boring lectures in sch. sigh... analoge series, it makes totally no sense. chem test was manageable, shd do well i hope =) at least i m pretty sure chung wont rape me so soon yet.

complex 18.2 and permutations/combinations tutorial!! guess wat? guan yu tot me abit of complex... hahaaa. she is really a nice girl. count down for maths ca2: 4 days. must start working on maths fast... btw, think kwang will realise my 18.2 is not yet fully done tml =p 8 april and mrs tan will be back =D... wellz...

Perfect girl : ~170. pretty. caring. smart yet blur. long hair. stylish. sweet. perfect girl anot?
tt is my ideal girl =p was thinking abt this qn.... tis kind of girl is very rare rite?? haha.... juz kidding.

today was fine. 3 periods of gp past fast... hope tml's 3 past juz as fast. hated gp... worst period with the worst teacher possible. there is co orientation tml at 4 and limin is not giving me any clue wat will happen... haha anyway looking forward to it..

fen got ms ong as her ct.... i m soooooooo envious!! she is 100000 times better than mine lor... stupid baboon. my blog is open to 3 ppl so far, haha pardon wat i write... most of it are nonsense. juz me blabbing and complaining... gtg run then do permu. cya.

take care,
chris . 30/3 .

2004-03-29T23:20:00.000+08:00

Quote of the day:
"I fear fear, so i m fearless." -chris

i said tis to fred when he talked abt his fear of cats. think its very cold juz by looking at des and his faces... hahahaa. i m getting too lame at times. yea had fun talking to them on the way back... lame and the lamer and the lamest. its always tis case.

rcved a mail from mr lim:
Welcome abroad guys and girls!
If you receive this email, that means you are confirmed to be part of us at the Counselling Unit.
haha. i used to think welfare rep is a big slacking post until the welfare rep meeting last wed =p... anyway think it'll be nice to learn more, provided its not too time consuming...

sch is boring today esp maths tutorial!! fell aslp at near end of it..... haha tts the usual case. went to look for ms ong after sch... learn more abt complex numbers and vectors IN the staff rm. wah... and she was explaining quite loud. the whole staff rm can hear her voice i think.... complex numbers is ok, vectors i wld vomit blood. think she vomit blood also cos i m still blur after she explained. anyway really need to thank her alot for sacrificing so much time..

real won ytd and they won big. 5-1. becks got 2 assists !!!!!! yea.. was so happy when i heard the scoreline. he put down his hair, still look as handsome. hahaa... miss xun qin ji for 2 days straight. sigh... my mei nu show! mum recorded both episodes thou but no time to watch yet.. maybe tml or wed. gotta study alkanes, alkenes, arenes, halogenoalkanes and alcohols ltr.. abit sianz but no choice, chung will rape me if i screw up chem test.... so far so gd.... hope lady luck is with me tml.

going to finish up my carrot cake then study chem... i want to watch real's repeat telecast match!!1 maybe i'd do both at the same time.

laters,
chris . 29/3 .

2004-03-29T00:04:00.000+08:00

i tot all the carbonyl tutorials are done until i realized the mcqs are untoucheD!~ *Yawnz* sigh.... anyway did 18.3.... but 18.2 still undone =/ tml kwang's lesson have to stand. it may not be bad cos i will be wide awake. dun think i'll fall aslp while standing in class.... the last time i fell aslp while standing was on the train. bleh!! too tired..... tv is showing arsenal vs man u now.... van nisterooy was just fell by vieira... hahaa....

had lunch with ys. his mum's cooking is nice. i feel its jap-like... its always nice to eat at his hse, our mums cooking are miles different btw... i like both thou =) did 18.3 there and played winning eleven with him. he say my skills sux but i think he is no better =p okay... our teamwork sux so his team played badly and he is complaining. larry finally found the link in friendster to c pretty girls =p its not zouk.. its sg babes. haha!

i think my blog confused fen =p haha... its nice she came to see. u must eat more and dun skip dinner! think i m the only one who can fully understand tis blog. bleah. sometimes i dun even understand myself... duh. sry i m crapping.

i agree tt tis bg is peaceful nadia... sooo unlike urs =p... but u got style. 'Mambo' girl.

talked to her awhile. hope she remembers wat i said... m still thinking how to cheer her up. its hard. very hard.. its hard to put thoughts into words... very hard..

will slp soon... getting tired.... long wk ahead. goodnite all.

take care,
chris . 29/3 .

2004-03-28T11:00:00.000+08:00

my blog had a new look. yeah tis skin looks betta than the old one =) had 1 bar of toberone and chrysanthemum so far... not at all filling thou.

i registered my 1st win in minesweeper. over nadia.... hahaha.. total win and losses is 1-6. yeah its pathetic. thx to sophie =p going to ys hse in awhile to swim and mug, the sun is gd today.. 18.2, 18.3 can alone can kill.... sigh betta start doing fast...

last nite was bad. cldnt get to slp. ended up slping 180 from my usual slping position. i felt worried sigh... and only manage to slp at 3+.. tiredness is wearing off slowly, which is gd... hope the next wk will be a gd one. btw, happy 19th birthday to ivan (from cj)!

take care all... esp u,
chris . 28/3 .

2004-03-27T23:32:00.000+08:00

Thx u nadia for helping me with this blog thing... yeah tis pg is still under construction. i admit i'm pretty bad at the "web-design language thing"....

Went tuition after i last blogged... was learning abt electro chem before i switch off after our interval. blah~ anyway went hmv with marco afterwards.. was looking at nice gifts for my frens but found none.... hmv itself had nth much to offer as my wallet is rather empty... the result of taking cab too much tis wk. he bought a waist pouch and we started talking abt human philosophies again.....
Mambo: Modern Erotica... this really caught my eyes... hahaaa..... yeah... i din noe mambo had such slogan.....

met my other fren for dinner at noodle bar ltr.... the $10 thai seafood spagetti ain't worth it -_-.. walked aimlessly ard paragon.... sigh.... my fatigue still hasn't gone off, i think gotta slp for a few days straight before my condition will get any better. oh ya... someone commented tt i looked like a zombie ytd =| sux.... talked to him along eunos mrt berth for some time and gossip ard.... cant stand him asking me "did u woo ****** before, or ******?" i mean wtf...

i m worried.... not abt my piles of hw which i haven touch... but abt her... she is still feeling down.... i really want to make her feel gd... but i din noe how to start or where to start!!! this is bad.... dun even have the courage to ask abt her problem but i noe its real bad.... ARgh!! been thinking abt this all day...
only way now is to pray hard tt god bless her lots and she start taking care of herself.

talking abt hw.... i juz dun have the mood.... sigh.... perhaps tml.... follow the 3P rule: Play, Procrastinate, Pile-up! ........

Ciao,
chris . 27/3 .

2004-03-27T13:00:00.000+08:00

I just hate it for the past wk... Life sux when my dad is in Australia.... travelling to and fro sch sux big time... 3 hrs!!!! and it burns all the energy that is left in u... And my homewk is piling fast.... physics, chem and maths in all can stack up to a mountain >_<

well ytd had CO, its nice and saw szeyin. Felt gd to c her after soo long... Had a nice time talking to her in the train. hope u cheer up and take care of urself more =)
Life is crude isn't it? sometimes u wish to help a fren but u din noe where to begin from... bleh~

Anyway played minesweeper with sophie over msn ltr at nite and she beat me left, right and center... Guess i really suck at tt -_- Nvm abt tt... i'll take my revenge soon =p... Quarrelled with a idiot over msn.... Thats the umpteen time really... i c no pt in tt but apparently she is really fucked up... Msged shuling quite abit and blah~ our views over things always come crashing.... ytd wasn't an exactly nice day eh...

X66 or X70? well X70 is soo ex now! $700+ bah!~ no different if i buy E700 or P400.... guess will settle for X66... yeah it looks nice too.... Will blog more if i have the time ltr...

take care all,
chris . 27/3 .